Poem (age 13) "unwhole"

You came into my life
Slowly but so quick
And some of the things you do
kinda makes me sick
but when you make me laugh
it takes my pain away
and when you laugh with me
it brightens up my day
I noticed i talk about you alot
And people are starting to suspect
That youre more than just a friend
But what should i expect?
I do really like you
I do really care
But I cant tell anyone this
I would never dare
You always do funny things
To try and make me smile
and sometimes i think you like me too
But only for a while
Sometimes i think youre trying to impress me
and the wierd thing is it works
and i think you know it does
cuz you give me one of your smirks
no matter what i may say
cuz i can lie too
i may try to deny it
but i do really like you
I was thinking today
about why i dont just tell you
about the way i feel
and i found the reason why too
I realized im scared
ashamed of how i feel
cuz i know if you turned me down
i couldnt deal
im scared to have a lover
who is a friend
cuz shen its over
wouldnt the friendship end?
but i dont want that to happen
cuz i still want you there
Cuz even though youre just a friend
at least i know you care
maybe not how i care about you
but in a different way
or maybe you do
and just dont wanna say
maybe youre as scared as me
to say how you feel
maybe youre thinking like me
this fantasy could never be real
But until one of us confesses
And pours out our soul
Ill just have to live without you
And just feel unwhole